in the end...

Why is that every time I think of something good to blog about it I never have a computer or I just don't feel up to it. 
Several things has happened since my last post. 


My daughter is going into the 10th grade.... I cant believe that she is growing up.  I can honestly say that I proud of that she is becoming.  I have never ever met a teenage girl that is as strong as her.  She will go far in life and I can't wait to see. She will never know what she does for me everyday.  She makes me smile without trying.  She introduces me to new music and calls me a princess when I get too hot (long story).
 I was blessed when a job kind of came to me.  I put in a resume and then I got hired.  I don't think I have ever found myself a job that easy.
I like my job.   I tend to stay quite since I don't know what would offend people and what wont.  I have that really dry sense of humor and I don't want anyone to take that kind of offense to it.  I have come to realize that I do enjoy no gossip.  I am not saying they gossip here.  I am just saying that there is gossip everywhere and I enjoy not engaging in it.  I look and I see that gossip is a fire starter, I just kept fanning that fire every time I did it.  I am a grown person and I don't need anything like this in my life.  Growing up into an adult is hard work... plus I seem to be a late bloomer since it took me 35 years to get there..
That's another thing that happened.  I turned 35.... I look in the mirror and sat that I don't feel 35 but I am...back to my previous statement... growing up is hard work.
While I was turning 35 my little family went on a cruise.  I was in love.  I am so glad that was something that did together.  I would love to work on a cruise ship... no never mind.  I lied.
I also did something that I never have done before.... I went to my first ever punk rock concert... I might have almost passed out... and died and got called a princess because of the heat but I enjoyed the concert in the courtesy of a parent's tent and watched the group preform off a TV.  That's when I realized that I was old.  When did that happen?  WHY did it happen.  I know everyone grows old, I guess I should just accept it. 
this will be a short blog... mainly because I smell brownies and I need to find them.
TTFN... maybe the next one will be longer